Caught Between

I am caught between

What was, and what never will be.

A vision I had of a life we might lead

And a brand new family

I am caught between

what you said, and what you meant

I thought, I love you was a promise

that can’t be broke, or bent

I am caught between

Just friends, and your one and only

I guess when it comes down to it

You were just feeling lonely

So I am caught between

What I thought we were

And what you really kinda knew never was

And that is where this whole thing becomes a bluhr….

So I am caught between

Reading the words you wrote for me

And accepting that those words meant nothing

And so again, I cry myself to sleep

This sucks