From A far...

Detach again
and love from a far...
Bullshit things I say in my car
true lies that I wish on an empty star
are there even fucking stars any more?

I'm not the cause,
and can I control
Affirmations said to ease my soul
transparent crap to pay my toll
on this road to no where, no love

You can not cure
You cant make her heal
she has to find her own true real
and not surrender to her zeal
for a bullshit commitment she made

I know it's true
I know I must wait
But here in the dark when pained and prostrate
I struggle against this my cruel cruel fate
and I suffer again, and I would again, and again

How can it be
that I'm her "true love"
were we ever us or just kind of?

Her words spoken to soon
a terrible choice
heal and deal before you rejoice
this isn't you you've lost your real voice
and I long for the brave girl in the sweater

How can you choose this
what are you thinking
You gave him your love with out even blinking
you're in way to deep probably sinking
and you wont grab the damned rope?

Its time to cut free
It's time to give in
This isn't a game you're trying to win
Love is more than overcoming his sin
after such a short time you shouldn't be having to work so hard

In true love theres no choice
You don't have to work
stop trying to make a man from a jerk
he doesn't deserve you...and he never will
do you ever remember working so hard with me, with us?