spoken word attempt for Tami

And there it is...
we arrive at the real
with pertinence and zeal
and maybe now we can finally... heal...

You deserve more
you're not a total failure
you only need savior
your'e so much more than your choices and behavior

your Heart is pure
but true love is not a curve
and some who don't deserve
those hearts you shouldn't serve

i can ask you for nothing
but I'm still here
me but changed
constant but re arranged
my only hope your happiness
my only tool this sappiness

You're the one that I long for
in the darkness of the night
in the turmoil of my plight
our love my guiding light

Enough already of your sadness and pain
Enough already of your bogus campaign
for love
for marriage

I was here for you the entire time

and I always will be
I should have bent my knee
but now in actuality
your trapped in matrimony

And now I get to hurt again... and again...
until you return.