Letting Go

I don't know
why I can't
let her just go
Don't think I ever will

she torments
my memory
my heart is rent
My longing will not end

Cant understand
shes married
if unplanned
None of this makes sense

I screwed up
I let her go
I let her pull away
she wanted me
she wanted us
there were vows
we should have made

Turns out devotion is more than a piece of paper.

My prayers are unanswered,
though saved I may be
My God will not help me
If she remembers me
If she remembers us
why cant we be we